A Day Off

I have been working the last five days, but it's nice, it keeps me busy. I love working during the day and having evenings for me again. My weekend ends up being Friday and Saturday, but I don't mind, it's still a weekend.

Silas and Mike left yesterday, kind of a bummer. I like having my good time drinkin' buddies around. It was so much easier when Silas was in Lincoln, then I got to see Mike and everyone more often. Now we're all kind of scattered and it makes me sad. A week from today I will be in Grand Island and I will have all my buddies in one place because Adam will be there too. Yay.

Teetz is 22 today. His birthday thing is tonight so I'll be downtown for a while. Good times.

An interesting situation has arisen lately and I am not sure how to deal with it. Very few of you actually know about this and I'm sorry for the cryptic ramblings, but I don't know what to do about it and it is frustrating. There are certain friends who are causing me to re-evaluate their place in my life. Sometimes they act like they want to be there and sometimes they don't. Choose one or the other, but do not continue to just fade in and out of my life.

I ate more chicken fried rice today, which I think is a big step for me, considering the last month and a half. June is not making things any easier, but at least I am trying. Well, some days I try. Other days I just say fuck it and don't eat because I don't feel like it.

Hung out with Brett last night. We watched Jackass and I drooled over Bam Margera. I wish I knew how to skateboard, it's so amazing to watch, I wish I could do half the shit they do. I love the random clips of Tony Hawk skating, he is so awesome, he will still be doing it when he's 60 and that's hott. So is Bam...*drool*...

That's all for now. I might take a nap, because I can.

Forgiveness is an act of compassion, Buffy. it's not done because they deserve it, but because they need it - Giles "I Only Have Eyes For You"